I’ve lost my capacity to think logically, I’m irrational, I’ve done silly things today like putting my facecream in the fridge or forgetting things that I wanted to buy in the supermarket or gettin in the wrong bus. This is not acceptable.. I used to be very good in focusing, now emotional drama and baaaaaammmm I’m like an complete idiot ofcourse I know where it comes from but I just can accept that.. arghhhhh