To actively use the self-care tools I have within my reach to enrich the quality of my own life rather than continuing to actively drive myself even more insane trying to figure out how to best help everyone else.
Things become even more complicated and heart-wrenching when you've had to totally and drastically redefine, via repeated painful experiences, what effective and healthy help means in your own world, as it differs greatly from the conditioned definitions of the ones you're trying to help.
The complications never cease, it seems, no matter how well I try to keep up with my own inner workings and such. Must keep looking for the beauty and grace that surrounds. I think I can, I think I can.....