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lostforgottensoul
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wtf am I doing with my life?
How to make it count for something and draw myself out of this misery that has become my life.
Right? Me too!
Not sure if I want to put all of that on myself in a year, personally. But would like to find more attributes in myself and actually see them.
And then as my dog can go more places with me then really start to venture out of my house. Go places. I have not gone anywhere but work and home and maybe a very fast run through a store with super high anxiety and terror because its either that or don't eat and stuff. I live right next to a mall and have for over 4 yrs and have never been in it. I live right next to a big and beautiful park (so says my therapist) and have never been. Just go places. That would be amazing!
Anyway, yeah, figuring out what the hell I am doing with my life would be nice.
I feel sad at times thinking I will be 36 in April and I have had less experience in the real world then college kids. Sigh!!