Chat, check-in, and hang out

[Survivor3]

This is always my issue >>>> I just feel I must fight, always be in power. At the end I behave like an idiot

people make mistakes my friend.

 

[Rani G2]

Yes I behaved like a crazy woman..Shame but I think to myself>>> next time a bit differently. It’s this inferior-superior conflict I just absolutely so so much hate to be the one who just sucks it in and leaves. I must at all times have the „Don’t f*** with me“ attitude! And then trallaaaaa I’m the only one suffering. Poor me

 

[ms spock]

At the end I behave like an idiot

I have been there behaving like an idiot! You are not alone.

 

[Friday]

Aaaargh. I HATE it when my crazy starts showing... @Rani G

...So I try and cut myself at least a little bit of slack. Human moment. Because NOT cutting myself some slack? Is really just more of my crazy showing. <cough> So it’s a win/win.

Yep! I was an ____________ (fill in crazy of choice). Human moment. Next play! Next play! Keep moving forward!

 

[RussellSue]

I argued with the cashier infront of other customers. Unfortunately I tend to be loud and was behaving a bit mad. Not sure if my ethnicity played a role there.. I said „That she is acting like that because of my skin colour“ urghhh

I'd blame the supermarket. I get aggressive in supermarkets like no other place on the planet. They are shitty places to try and be human in - worse than Disneyland, even.

Sorry you got triggered. That stinks.

 

[Invisible Fire]

Had a rough morning. I can relate with @Rani G i swore at the new supervisor at work and left worked early. Cried all the way home. But, the more I think about it the more I’m glad I stood up for myself. @SinkorSwim had a point earlier that I need to work on boundaries at work. I might not have done it gracefully but I did what was best for me. If I would have stayed it would have only been worse.

 

[ms spock]

***pops in with some fresh fruit platters***


***pops out some baked goods for snacking***

***drags around some bean bags for lounging on***

***puts out some interesting books to read on one of the tables***

***leaves our some art supplies and paper for anyone to use***

***takes the sheets off the exercise bikes and treadmills for those in lock down***

 

[ms spock]

We went for a walk and...

there were between 20-30 wild turtles!

It was amazing!

Wild turtles peeking out of the water looking at us. They were comically curious!

 

[Invisible Fire]

We went for a walk and...

there were between 20-30 wild turtles!

It was amazing!

Wild turtles peeking out of the water looking at us. They were comically curious!

Wow I did not know that they would group together like that. Maybe freshly hatched? Thank you for the treats and for sharing this. Going to refocus my thoughts today to turtles :)

 

[Rani G2]

I try and cut myself at least a little bit of slack. H

Thanks @Friday.. your words kinda have this uplifting thing.. your Post about „validation“I have highlighted. One of my favorites ——-chemical Distance and —-The opposite of love is not hate but indifference. I’m also checking for some other threads of yours where you speak about selfworth.

Human moment.

Yes.. I did repeat the = I’m such a disgusting person and everyone should hate me. com. But, I came back to reality pretty fast. Thank you

 

[Rani G2]

get aggressive in supermarkets like no other place on the planet. They are shitty places to try and be human in - worse than Disneyland, even.

@RussellSue thanks, I smiled while reading these words. Supermarkets can be places for power fights. I need Lavendel oil and mint when I go to the markets. Do you go shopping alone? :-)

 

[Rani G2]

swore at the new supervisor at work and left worked early. Cried all the way home. But, the more I think about it the more I’m glad I stood up for myself.

@Invisible Fire how Do you feel now? Sometimes showing our anger is just another art of communication, anger is legit even though it hurts when old pain creeps to the surface. Sending you support and groundedness