Sufferer Cptsd from both parents

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My father stole my identity. I found out 13 years later. He got multiple credit cards in my name. He used them to pay off the balances on his credit cards. Frequently went out to dinner, bought who knows what at local liquor stores. I hate that man. I don't know what to do with all the hate. Disgusting creepy perverted ghoul.

Loaded my apartments up with his own special smoke detectors. Found out they were loaded with nanny cams. Constantly discover him watching me from a distance. And this is after I changed states several times. All my phone have had monitoring crap on them. He has major control issues. He is mentally ill. He is a narcissist. He is a cry baby at the slightest hint of criticism. He pretends to cry and asks "Can you see the tear?? Can you see it??" Until you just say yes because looking in his eyes makes your skin crawl. He gets worse with each passing year.

His wife is just as bad. I've divorced them. In my heart. They are dead to me. They abused me. Emotionally, physiologically, physically, spiritually and financially. Nothing was ever good enough for them. If you did something perfectly, you will be punished for it. Speaking out about what's happened to you, they will punish you. They want you to keep their secret. That they're sick and they torture their own child. I was a foster child.

My "father" took me to the foster home while gaslighting me. Parked the car in front of the house and just smirked as I burst into tears and shook violently from fear. Refused to drive off. Made me sit there while he said we were parked in front of a house of no significance. This is a psychopath. I cleared my credit. The credit companies confirmed it. I got a restraining order against him after he repeatedly came knocking at my door. I left no traces. I used a address confidentiality program in my state. Knocked on my door multiple times and then when the cops came after I called them he had the nerve to say it was me being paranoid.

He's a sick sick man. Pathetic and poor. He constantly tells everyone how wealthy he is. How he has the power to make others wealthy. This man has no wealth. Only delusions. He claims to stalk out of love. My "mother" and I filed for orders of protection, separately. I provided evidence. Everything was proven. He lied like a child. Painting himself as the misunderstood hero and the martyr. He lost. I won. He's been cyber stalking me still. What kind of a pervert needs to know every intimate detail of his 40 year old daughters personal life. Pervert and a weirdo.

Go away forever, I never wanted any of this. It's not about love. It's not about care. It's about your mental illness. You don't have normal feelings. You don't have empathy. You are less human than the rest of us.
 
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I am truly sorry to hear about the horrific and traumatic experiences you have endured at the hands of your father. It is understandable to feel overwhelmed with anger, disgust, and a range of other emotions in response to such betrayal and abuse. You are not alone in this, and it is important to seek support and healing during this challenging time.

I encourage you to consider reaching out to a mental health professional who specializes in trauma to help you process these experiences and provide you with tools to cope with the intense emotions you are facing. Additionally, connecting with others who have gone through similar experiences can be incredibly validating and comforting.

At myptsd.com, you can find a peer-to-peer community where individuals share their experiences and offer support to those dealing with PTSD and CPTSD. There are specific forums dedicated to various topics related to trauma, abuse, and recovery that you may find helpful in your healing journey.

Remember, healing from trauma is a process, and it is okay to seek help and take the time you need to navigate through the pain and begin the journey towards recovery. You deserve to live a life free from the shadow of your father's actions. Stay strong and know that there are people who understand and are here to support you.
 

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