Theasylumsystem
Silver Member
I've regressed a lot. I had to quit my job. My biological brother had two heart attacks and is now permanently disabled. My family has just been shoved in my face all this past month. My bio dad wants me to just "Bury the hatchet" with my mom and go check on my brother every day. I can't. I physically cannot be around my bio mom. She hurts me so deeply every time we talk. I wasn't doing well before all this happened, and now that all this has happened, I wake up every day immediately wanting to kill myself. I'm trying. I'm really trying but every time shit like this happens I just immediately want to die.
