Fed Up With The Rollercoaster Of Emotion

[deer_in_headlights]

(((((((((((((((Kath))))))))))))))

Oh Hon... I'm thinking of you with much love, with my prayers, and feeling anxious for my sweet friend...
Must be that kind of day...

You of course know you're not worthless, even if you feel that way..

I love Anni's wise suggestions!
My female T told me to do something like this (having a "sick day"), really treating myself as if I were sick (becasue of my body's signals). I feel guilty when I do - but it makes a huge difference, rather than struggling and dragging through the day... and the next day(s) are so much better for it!

(I think I'm going to go have some tea with way too much honey...)

Relishing life: Hot tea with honey (and some chocolate :) )

I love you, Sweetheart ((((((((((Kath))))))))))) !!
I hope you feel much better, later tonight, and tomorrow is a day full of joy, peace, healing...
Linking arms, Beloved!
Deer

 

[KP the nut]

(((((((((((((((Kath))))))))))))))
Oh Hon... I'm thinking of you with much love, with my prayers, and feeling anxious for my sweet friend...
Must be that kind of day... You of course know you're not worthless, even if you feel that way..
Deer

Peace to you, and do take care.

KP it's okay to have a down day - just concentrate on nurturing yourself and being kind to yourself. You aren't weak, you aren't worthless, you're just a warrior in the middle of a raging battle. You can do this. Hang in there.

(((((Deer))))) (((((Anni))))) (((((Reclusive))))
I apprecialte and love you all so much. Thank you for your kind words and support.

It is 4.40pm here, H will be home soon, thank goodness he isn't a everything must be in it's place and supper on the table type of guy.

We are off to Scotland in the morning, I am so drained the drive isn't an issue yet. Then on Sunday we go to visit my youngest daughter and spend the night with her. Then on Monday it is home.

My work appeal is on Tuesday at 3.30pm. I have decided there is nothing I can do about it between now and then so have put it away. I will try not to dwell on it so that I/we can enjoy our short holiday.

Then on Wed it is back to T.

So not much time for a duvet day, although I have the day to myself on Friday and plan to laze around the hotel and maybe have a swim. Also H will be doing all the driving tomorrow so when I'm not cowering away from trucks I can try and take it easy.

I'm usually more up beat than this, but I'm still looking for the off switch.

Take care, I'll let you know how everything goes but I won't be around until next week.

I'll miss you

Linking arms
KP

 

[Brontie]

Have a good time.
And bring back some square sausages. Lol!

 

[deer_in_headlights]

((((((((((((((Kath)))))))))))))

We'll be missing you, very much, Sweetheart!!!

You're in my thoughts and prayers for a wonderful, safe, fun holiday!!! I can't wait to hear about your wonderful adventures!
Just think of Anthony :D when you see each truck: how proud he, your T and all of us are at how beautifully you manage each exposure to what has terrified you! You'll do great!!! May you be held safe in divine arms each time you see one...May you feel comfort, ease, peace as you journey...

I love you with all my heart, (((((((((((((Kath))))))))))))))
I hope you can relish every moment of your holiday!!!!
Deer

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Hope you can put everything aside but enjoying your trip. Come back refreshed. Have a wonderful time!

 

[Lil Red Robin Hood]

(((KP)))

Thanks for talking to me last night

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I found out who called, they had used an application to make a different phone number show up

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I hope everything goes well for you with the appeal and that your time with your H goes wonderful

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You are so sweet! Thanks for helping me!!

Hugs!!!!
Robin

 

[Froggie]

Hi KP, well guess we really missed out on our morning coffee chats this week, just saw that you will be taking off tomorrow, will wish you a good time with your family and take time to relax a bit. Friends here will be thinking of you while you're on the road, and every truck you see ... .just think of all of us giving you hugs and linking arms (((((KP))))

 

[Reclusive]

Have a great trip and just try to enjoy the experience.

 

[anni]

Have a more than lovely time, rest, have much, much rest and enjoy that ancient place. I do envy you very much. :) It's kind of nice to think of someone I 'know' from here tooling around, perhaps passing my son just arrived also. If you see a tall Yank with the most stunning child ever and a lovely wife, say hello for me. :)

Peace to you,

Anni

 

[Marie E.]

Hope you have a good time and took some pictures too! (((Big Hugs!!)))

 

[deer_in_headlights]

(((((((((((((Kath)))))))))))))

I hope your vacation has been lovely, and that your appeal is going well, today!
I'm so glad your Union Rep can help you, and your H is with you!

Holding my breath, anxiously awaiting news... I love you!!!!
Arms are linked, you're not alone, you wonderful, beautiful friend! ((((((((((Kath)))))))))))
All my love,
Deer

 

[Lil Red Robin Hood]

Hi KP!

I hope you are having a great time!! Missing you on here!!

Hugs,
Robin