SeekingAfrica
Diamond Member
Hi!
I made a HUGE mistake. I had low funds and as I'm just now starting to finally work since crashing back at my parents... I allowed myself to think I'm doing better enough. And as a result, thinking I can be ok and chill only buying half dose of my meds. Even without the m9ney I should have taken just 2 pills daily of the low dose for 2 weeks until I can buy another box.
I had all deadlines postponed payments wise and took care of myself until I was ready to work. So I thought I'd be okay.
But payments are coming up from next week and I needed to work lots this and next week.
...and every day this week I've been more depressed. I'm teaching on Saturday, my brother is visiting Sunday and it will get even more crowded here... I can't feel how I feel. For a first time since end of August I woke up wanting to disappear again. I'm correcting the meds, took 2 today to get my prescription dose from today, until I can afford a doctor, I'll have enough pills for 2 weeks or so...
How do I improve my hormonal balance in the meantime? I won't get better if I don't work and earn enough to meet my deadlines and get myself to a doctor. So how do I help myself these 2 weeks?
I made a HUGE mistake. I had low funds and as I'm just now starting to finally work since crashing back at my parents... I allowed myself to think I'm doing better enough. And as a result, thinking I can be ok and chill only buying half dose of my meds. Even without the m9ney I should have taken just 2 pills daily of the low dose for 2 weeks until I can buy another box.
I had all deadlines postponed payments wise and took care of myself until I was ready to work. So I thought I'd be okay.
But payments are coming up from next week and I needed to work lots this and next week.
...and every day this week I've been more depressed. I'm teaching on Saturday, my brother is visiting Sunday and it will get even more crowded here... I can't feel how I feel. For a first time since end of August I woke up wanting to disappear again. I'm correcting the meds, took 2 today to get my prescription dose from today, until I can afford a doctor, I'll have enough pills for 2 weeks or so...
How do I improve my hormonal balance in the meantime? I won't get better if I don't work and earn enough to meet my deadlines and get myself to a doctor. So how do I help myself these 2 weeks?