Didn't want to start my own thread, so thought I'd tag on here. I have been sleeping awfully, very fitful with much flooding of memories. The other day I awoke in the middle of a panic attack. Last night and this morning I kept waking myself up out of nightmares where I thought I was awake, but in a different reality, where these strange people, mostly men, were in my bedroom with the lights off menacing me and threatening to harm me. I just kept screaming out to Jesus and telling them to go back to hell. I thought they were demons. Oh my gosh, it was horrifying. I'm still freaking out and wanted to call my T this morning, but it's not really a crisis so I don't want to bother her, so I'm putting it out here because I don't want to keep it bottled up inside. I don't know what to make of this. It just happened so many times in a row and each time it was a different set of guys. Just freaky. Thanks for reading, must get ready for the job. VB