Hi, I’m new here…. Dealing with a husband who is dealing with his PTSD by long motorbike rides and spending nights away at his mates house. The “practical/logical” part of my brain understands it’s his coping mechanism and I’m doing all I can to support that and I’m so thankful that he’s able to communicate that he loves me and has guilt in his need to leave me……. My “emotional” side is not doing to well, I feel like my world is falling apart every bit as much as his, which just makes me feel selfish