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[blackemerald1]

Yay @Justmehere well done you!
Totally agree with @She Cat!

 

[desiderata310]

And this is when we need the damn love button. I'm sorry this has been such a shit show for your JMH but you got through it. I hope you're sleeping.

 

[KwanYingirl]

I agree with the toxic combo of meds making your brain fog up. I’m glad they gave you Ativan. Sleeping it off and reassess your thinking after your meal. Something needs to change for you though. Sleep deprivation will take a toll on you. Sweet dreams and I’ll never take Tamiflu.

 

[Daph]

I wasn’t on the Tamiflu, but I have had 3 hospitals (different turn me down). One I held back so inblame myself a lot for that one more.

But it is a horrible feeling when you are told to access these resources by professionals (T, Psychiatrist, MD, over the phone nurse consult, even crisis line volunteers), then the hospital makes you sit there for most of the and sends you home after 5 min accessment.

I’d even packed my a bag as the night before that the police tried to drag me there.

Where do you go then (especially in the future without the Tamiflu and those feelings.)?
Deflates trust, if you had any left, and makes you feel beyond broken.

I am sorry you had that experience whether or not it is the Tamiflu reaction.

I never tried our psych hospital, basically not a chance I would want to go to this one from my medical experience....
But either way, not an option here as they won’t accept new/walk ins anymore because they are not a medical hospital and don’t want the liability. They transfer them out by my people (ambulance) for medical clearance, ER psych assessment, and placement as per facility vacancy.

But still they send you to the ER when they suggest it, because when they suggest they are generally concerned themselves. They won’t let you drive.
So odd that didn’t happen? Because with those reactions I would question ability to drive.

And I have been told to by a special unit in a hospital that does walk assessment for some group treatment, I don’t qualify for their treatment as they feel I need more specialized psych and group is not me. But no referrals, tried the ER’a, so leave?