I Realize That I

[BlackbirdSinging]

Does this sound weird to anyone of this?

No it doesn't sound weird to me.

I realize that I have to put my recovery above everyone and everything else except God. I realize that if I don't keep working on it nothing will ever get any better to any degree. I realize that I'm anxious and trying but in this moment I'm still trying to do. I realize that I have to keep trying.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I feel numb because my friend/agent just called me and told me that an offer was made on my mobile home. She is going to come over for me to sign a counter offer and get it into Escrow tomorrow. It will close on August fifteenth. This seems like a miracle because it is the last day of her contract. She is only charging me three thousand dollars for her commission which she knocked off a thousand dollars of commission for me.

I got so badly burned by the last people who put a bid on my house that I do not want to get my hopes up.

If it goes through so soon, I will finally be free of the place. So relieved that the house and shed are completely empty.

I realize I am in shock right now and I do not want to get my hopes up again.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that doing positive mind exercise has cut down the anger I had couple of moments ago. I realize just now that sometimes I am very mad, I am not aware of it and I keep all of it inside.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I do not need to worry about whether or not my mobile home sells soon or not I caught myself worrying and feeling so anxious.

It is out of my control and I am helpless and powerless in the sale. I can only do my part, doing possible repairs one thing at a time and sign papers when it is time. I do not have the power or control of whether or not the park owners will accept the new buyers if there are any.

I realize I am feeling the emotions involved in this sale.

I am very disappointed that the offer from the first prospective buyers was so low. I have set my price and I am not going down at all.

I will have to keep myself busy through this process.

 

[Tinyflame]

Dear @BlackbirdSinging ((((((((BlackbirdSinging))))))).

I realize when my sister said "try to think positive" & I said, "I can't, it's too painful when the disappointment comes" it was true.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that I have to get better at feeling my feelings and noticing what is too much for me. I need to be present in this now today. I realise how challenging that is for me.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that today I found some good things amidst bad moments.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that for the first time in my life I am really meeting my needs and wants very well. It really helps me out so much to keep positive and not to dwell on the negatives or what iffing myself to death. I am very proud of myself now and it has taken me so many years to get to this point In my life.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that I have built some good coping tools for anger.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that it is all not going to get better at once. I will have to work at it and live with the embarrassment whilst I am learning to get new skills.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that this new diet and the routines of it are going to take some getting use to.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that nature is the best artist, we are just its medium. We better take care of nature because they give us so many things and our lifetime might be small to realize that all.