I Realize That I

[rainy_daze]

Struggled with emotions today.
I'm hating the end of the [literal] storm.
I'm back sleeping on the couch, instead of my bed.
I'm depressed.
I need to breathe deeply.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that I am learning new things and discerning what is needed and what's not needed.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that my daughter and I have such a great relationship and support each other so much. I know that we will make it no matter what life throws at us. I am so blessed.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that going with happiness and pure joy is my strength.

 

[rainy_daze]

I realise that I have coping skills and I can utilise them. I realise that sometimes I'm better at this than others.

I realise that the adverts here affect me, and that my partner is so sweet he said he'd buy me a premium membership when he can afford it, because he knows how much I'm helped here. And how much some of the certain adverts make me :mad::arghh;:cry:. I'd use an advert blocker, but then I think that would stop this site getting the money it needs to meet server costs.

I realise that I can think too much. I realise that I care a lot about other people, and this is a good thing.

I realise that I'm lucky to have found this site when I did, I'm grateful for it existing, and the kindness from others here. :).

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that it has been almost a week since my neighbor moved and at times I am having a hard time in believing it. I realize that it is going to take some time for this to happen.

I am realizing how I began not to feel "safe" a long time ago around her and her first husband. I realize that she needed to move out of this town for the healing process to begin so as not to feel victimized again by her.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I get so disappointed when my hopes are dashed. I need to go with the flow in a more relaxed way and not what if myself to death and get into despair.

 

[The Albatross]

I realize that I can have body reactions when I'm really really angry... it's not just PTSD. I was livid and then got goose bumps everywhere. I was not triggered, I was just mad as hell.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize I am already giving my best, this is enough for my standards. There is no need to be harsh on myself.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I always try too hard to be better than anyone else and that I struggle with being left behind...

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that I am getting there where I wanted to be. Finding my strong areas. Slowly I will get the full picture. Last two years, been so difficult. This is like watching sun ray after long rain.

 

[Britt.f7]

I realize that I did not gain this weight in a short time, it is not going to come off in a short time. No matter how much I may will it too.

I also realize that losing weight is not going to cure me of the other problems I have. Those I still have to work on.