I Realize That I

[Anrish]

I realize that I love the empty feeling in my head after a long hiking tour.

 

[Deleted member 29920]

I can be so stupid sometimes :oops::oops::bag:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that even though, I do feel so awkward and embarrassed because my PTSD symptoms are flaring and my mistakes are becoming too obvious to those around me I have to work on the shame I now feel. I hate being where I currently am in my head. I want to move on with my life and I need to be realistic.:banghead::banghead::banghead:

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that I'm still not up to running into several individuals here in town and trying to have that "fake" conversation that I would need to have in order to keep my boundaries in place.

I realize that I need to put myself first and although I am getting stronger, the thought of seeing them still overwhelms me as they are indeed not someone I can be authentic with and feel safe with. I just need to remind myself, it will just take time before I get over the trauma that I felt from them.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I ...need to focus.

 

[Teasel]

I realise that I'm alright.
Not so terrible as all that.

 

[Deleted member 42957]

I realise that sometimes, as much as I really don't want to admit it, I need someone.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I cannot get back into therapy fast enough for me.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that I am doing really well.
I realise that I am managing to do more and more things each day.
I realise I am getting better at Radical Acceptance.
I realise that I am changing for the better.

 

[Deleted member 42957]

I realise that I'm still hiding

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I do not always have to climb highest or widest - I just have to enjoy it and feel well.

 

[420kitty]

" Need a break from life.