I Realize That I

[Anrish]

I realize how kind and lovely the people in this forum are. *hug you all* :hug:

 

[ms spock]

I realise I need to do a lot more targeting of my thinking/feeling patterns.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that the relationship to my sister is getting better and that we can have a normal and relaxed chat.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that I place so little value on my time and energy, and that teaches people not to value my time and energy.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that it is going to take me some time to get me and my balance back after experiencing so many emotions about my former job.

I realize that when I go out and tears start to come that I need to realize that I'm better than the day before. Just doing a lot of self-care to help me through this is necessary right now.

 

[ms spock]

I realise no more excuses, just get on and do it.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that I am stuck.

 

[ms spock]

I realise that I am a bit burnt out.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I have to be careful about the pressure I build on myself.

I realize that I missed some of my crazy old music (listened to Japanese rock as a teen).

I realize that I miss my best friend who could give me hug right now.

 

[Tinyflame]

I realize that reminders of traumatic events specifically cause a cascade of more reminders & many thoughts for me.

I realize that although I have feared being alone at the moment of my death it won't matter, considering the reality of what is on the way. I realize it's very different to see when others have someone there & can support each other in their grief. I would not have that, but then again I am thankful they do because the loss of all that goodness/ the person/ the years/ the relationship, -well naturally that is utterly devastating especially if it was so good.

I realize that some things were experienced much earlier than for some people, but the emotions are the same. Therefore they were very difficult things to deal with being much younger & with less living experience & resources. Let alone hiding stuff.

I realize many people's lives likely turn out different than they ever thought they would.

I realize that I'm filled with anxiety & dread at aspects of my work schedule change starting tomorrow. The anxiety is all-pervasive.

I realize I've tried all I can do for a person & their family to try to help support them & not leave them with life-changing decisions because of the consequences of the schedule change.

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I don't care about my lack of sleep anymore.

I realize that I'm getting used to be awake during the night.

I realize that some things can't be controlled.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize how different each day is whether or not there will be a good day or a bad day, yet my own saying that there is a solution to any problem gives me hope to keep going on one foot in front of the other pushing forward for a positive attitude overall.