Bookoffee
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For the past few months I have had this throbbing pain in my lower left back. It reminds me of when I had to go through my hesterectomy. The pain has now moved to the right side. I haven't been able to get out of bed since Thursday.
I have a blood disorder called Factor 5. I have issues with clotting blood and have had 4 blood clots in my lungs already. I have to keep my blood INR between 2 & 3. When it was tested last Thursday it was at 5.
I don't know if one thing relates to the other in any way. I have to face the fact that I need to see a doctor or worse go to the hospital. I become so scared that when I am with a doctor, I forget how to talk and explain my issues. I just agree to their questions and try to figure out what they want to hear. I can't focus in on ,myself and what is wrong.
I am having a very difficult time trying to stay calm which is only making my pain worse. I am shaking with the knowledge that I will be touched today. The tghkught alone hurts and I can't even touch my aimals or having them c.lose time.
I have a blood disorder called Factor 5. I have issues with clotting blood and have had 4 blood clots in my lungs already. I have to keep my blood INR between 2 & 3. When it was tested last Thursday it was at 5.
I don't know if one thing relates to the other in any way. I have to face the fact that I need to see a doctor or worse go to the hospital. I become so scared that when I am with a doctor, I forget how to talk and explain my issues. I just agree to their questions and try to figure out what they want to hear. I can't focus in on ,myself and what is wrong.
I am having a very difficult time trying to stay calm which is only making my pain worse. I am shaking with the knowledge that I will be touched today. The tghkught alone hurts and I can't even touch my aimals or having them c.lose time.