I'm So Still Lost.

[sonicwhite]

I know Christ. The emptiness in my heart has been filled. I don't know my place in the world. It's hard to give the Lord the steering wheel and just allow Him to help us walk by faith.


I guess the Lord still has to prune me through the valleys so I see how Awesome He is. I know God. It's a wonderful feeling knowing he creator. It takes all the questions out of life and you feel safe in His Gentle hands..


Ppl follow Christ. I am a stumbling block because my folly is ever before me. I just want ppl to know that you can have the Peace that surpasses all understanding if you just let go and give it to the lord.


Father please forgive me for not see what my ex was trying to say. Please allow her to have a full wonderful life without he concern of what was on her mind. Lord I take up my cross and I follow You trill the end.



If I'm meant to have No One than so be it. I just want all to come to he understanding of what the Lord wants for everyone.

 

[Gs172003]

I know Christ. The emptiness in my heart has been filled. I don't know my place in the world. It's h...

That sounds like a prayer, a cry out, and a testimony all in one. How does it feel?

 

[cat-lady]

So true! I hope you have good support from a good church. That can help so much.

 

[sonicwhite]

It's actually for the person that cared about me but just didn't know how to show it to me because she thought I was going to throw her away like trash.

The lord has shown me what the problem was and it took eleven years to find that out. Either our secrets which where hidden in darkness are shown by the light of Christ. Or I was just very empty headed but I believe God showed me this for a reason.


I still care deep.y about this person. Almost to the point I do feel like a stalker. I have dreams I fly to her house and wait on her. These dreams haunt me because what the World has made look foolish is actually a treasure that I will hold onto.


I JUST WANT PPL. That I'm not a stalker. I just see what she was trying to say all those years ago and how that was love and what I showed her was hate. I finally see the folly that is ever before me. I hope her life is rich with gladness that I can finally be at peace.


Lord You took me brought many valleys. May you take me by the still gentle waters where I can rest.

 

[sonicwhite]

Help me oh Lord to forget the past and look unto a rich future that You have promised to those who love you.