Im 14 now but It was just a short experience so basically my dad and my mum separated (living with my mum) and my dad had a fiance few years after, and she already had her own children. everything was normal 1-2 years after until he randomly asked a question "do you know how tongue kissing feels like?" i was around 7-8 and my younger half sibling was around 4-5 and he was like about 15 , i was so confused because it was so sudden , i didnt know if i agreed to it or said no but i did remember my sister said "okay!" without knowing what it was he then did it to me first and did it repeatedly and it felt so disgusting and horrible, like if i see anything about tongue kissing its disgust me because it feels really horrible then afterwards he brought us to his bed just weirdly holding us as if nothing happened, after that i just felt weird at that time for some reason, and this has been in my mind ALOT and just gross me out because he was my stepbrother and i could be overreacting because he just wanted to experience it. Now my sister and him still live onto their daily lives forgetting it because it probably seemed normal to them but i dont know why i still feel disgusted for all these years and i still remember it vividly.
Im sorry if i am overreacting if this is normal.
Im sorry if i am overreacting if this is normal.
