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HealingMama
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After a difficult few days, I confessed to him that I think I am trying to make him hate me, because part of me doesn't want to be here anymore. He shared that he's probably done also, because he can't weather anymore of these attachment whiplash events.
I believe that this is probably the beginning of the end.
I feel relieved and scared. Fighting thoughts like I'm too old/ugly/sick to ever be interesting to anyone else.
This is probably the right call but it sure is scary. I hate grief :(
More later.
I believe that this is probably the beginning of the end.
I feel relieved and scared. Fighting thoughts like I'm too old/ugly/sick to ever be interesting to anyone else.
This is probably the right call but it sure is scary. I hate grief :(
More later.