brink: PTSD is the overall problem, but psychological changes occur over years of repetitive patterns, specifically avoidance and anxiety. I think you must confront those things slowly but frequently as to decondition yourself. As for meds, absolutely some people need them. I had a history of mild depression before my PTSD, so now that the anxiety is under control I feel more confident that the requirement for medication is minimal. However, should that change I will absolutely return to meds. They're not the cure, but they certainly can aid the recovery. And thank you, I will certainly do my best!
TLight: Those are certainly quite a few diagnosis to contend with, and you have my sympathy. While I would understand not being a suitable "trial" canditate, I believe seeking an independent route would be beneficial if you're absolutely sure you want the procedure. Find a reputable pain management specialist (or three) willing to consider the procedure.
KimA4: Let Lipov's office know if they need any other "after" people, I'm here. And thanks for such kind words yourself. Btw, I think the whole recent admission of condolence is because the government was in a state that if they admit that battle fatigue caused such severe emotional trauma they would be held responsible for every soldier who suffered post traumatic stresses or to their families. I'm not entirely sure how that works, in re: families of military suicide victims.
anthony: I absolutely believe the PTSD is gone, or almost completely resolved. I got mine from a bad accident and my "triggers" since have not affected me at all following my SGB. I am still personally shocked by this. It's freaking fantastic to not have that worry. As for the medication withdrawal, that has been a whole other barrel of monkeys to deal with. I'm pretty much getting over it now. I feel more clear headed than before thanks to the block and with the patience and diligence it's afforded me, I'm willing to tackle my problems by giving them the time and attention they need instead of falling into the anxiety/fear cycle I used to do.
anthony, TLight: Re: Medication, I was on literally the smallest dose of zoloft when I got my injection (12.5, or half of a 25mg). I had been on Zoloft for so long, however, that it simply builds in your system and takes a long time to filter out. I know from personal experience that quitting an SSRI is easier said than done. A recent medical study equated it to quiting heroin. Despite it's short half life (zoloft's at least), it still "builds" in your system making withdrawal a nightmare and taking a lot of time for your brain (and body) to properly recover. Sometimes 3-6 weeks.