lunamasri
New Here
Hi all,
Do any of you guys see your symptoms in characters of tv shows or movies?
I was watching Succession and saw myself clearly in Roman Roy's character. Dimly lit dinners with men older than my father, professors confessing their attraction to me, my blind trust in safety. I resonate with Roman's deep self hatred and the need for external force. Im deeply ashamed by my escapades. In my own way I think I was trying to take back some kind of power. Saying no and leaving was satisfying for me my words finally meant something I can push a man away from me and actually get away from him without being harmed physically. What a thrill. Now, im left feeling shame that I spend time with so many strange people who I might cross paths with again and they'll know my deep secrets
Do any of you guys see your symptoms in characters of tv shows or movies?
I was watching Succession and saw myself clearly in Roman Roy's character. Dimly lit dinners with men older than my father, professors confessing their attraction to me, my blind trust in safety. I resonate with Roman's deep self hatred and the need for external force. Im deeply ashamed by my escapades. In my own way I think I was trying to take back some kind of power. Saying no and leaving was satisfying for me my words finally meant something I can push a man away from me and actually get away from him without being harmed physically. What a thrill. Now, im left feeling shame that I spend time with so many strange people who I might cross paths with again and they'll know my deep secrets
