Mee
Diamond Member
I feel ashamed.
I we were discussing a mess change and I was explaining my meds do not feel sufficient for my current situation. That while I feel less bad than six months ago even in this current dip I am having an increase in suicide ideation THIS week and while I liked my med usually I am up for something that makes me a zombie for a while if I can contain a little more for a while and sleep, and just stop.
It’s the lack of containment I think that is troubling me a lot.
Funny. Isolation is a problem; but the lack of being able to contain stuff creates a situation where when we do want to make contact it will scare people away
I we were discussing a mess change and I was explaining my meds do not feel sufficient for my current situation. That while I feel less bad than six months ago even in this current dip I am having an increase in suicide ideation THIS week and while I liked my med usually I am up for something that makes me a zombie for a while if I can contain a little more for a while and sleep, and just stop.
It’s the lack of containment I think that is troubling me a lot.
Funny. Isolation is a problem; but the lack of being able to contain stuff creates a situation where when we do want to make contact it will scare people away
