Today Was Rough

[munkinmama]

today was a rough day and here is an example of why I need Miss Jellybean.

Today i had a meltdown the stress of the past few months finally got to me. The bedbug ordeal, the court stuff, health issues.not sleeping well,the many tests I have had done, among some other situations. Well today Miss Jellbean stepped up. I had a moment where i went into my room that was stacked for the pest control.I sat on the floor and sobbed. She came to me and let me hold her while I cried this was her first time seeing me like this. I was also having a panic attack.I then laid on my bare floor since i had no bed to lie on she came over and laid on me which I had NOT trained her to do yet. This was a version of deep pressure therapy. I had only been working with her to do this so far when I am sitting on the floor. She laid there on top of me until I was calmer. She then lad on the floor next to me. I am so glad I have her she is a real blessing. She is so much more then a pet.

Also i realize I was triggered by the news of how Robin Williams may have died . I had a suicide attempt 10 years and I almost succeeded. I was in a coma for 4 days

 

[anthony]

Sorry to hear you're having a shit day. I like to think of those as only what they are... one day in a lot of days to come. Be kind to yourself.

 

[littlelostchild]

I am so glad you had Miss Jellybean to help you. She sounds like a wonderful companion. That was an awful day and she was there for you.

 

[FindingMyself88]

I am really sorry for the bad day, but it sounds like Jellybean is learning and loving her job :) You know when they do things for you instinctively that there is a deep bond there!

 

[SwordsPandaGirl]

Sorry for the bad day youre having. Keep your chin up anf take it one day at a time. Remember we're all here for you.

As for jellybean, thats really good news. Sounds like she is foing well and her training is paying off. She seems to really bond well and care for you :)

 

[munkinmama]

Thank you so much everyone. I am so glad i have found this forum. There are some friends who do not know how to handle me when am not doing well. They make uninformed insensitive comments.