Charbella
Sponsor
For those of us who shut off their emotions forever, we don’t have access to all of them. My range just isn’t as full as others.Like they have full access to them including emotions that arise. I don’t.
In lots of ways I find that to be a good thing. I’m not sure how I feel about them in relation to loss of a loved one…unsurprisingly.
The range of emotions you speak of, frankly scares me. Which is probably a good thing since I don’t know that I’ll ever be capable of it.
Today I was reminded that I’m not done grieving the loss of my dad. Memorial Day in the states means visiting graves. The item I ordered for my dad’s didn’t arrive as described so now I’m last minute trying to put something together. The fact that it felt like the end of the world is telling.