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What Are You Looking Forward To?

I look forward to the face time I have with my sister every night, since we got back in touch, after a twenty year silence.

I also look forward to feeling the sun in my face, when the weather is nice and warm.

I also look forward to the next verse that will come to me, so that I can write it down and make a poem or a short story out of it. They just come in flashes to me, and Im glad they do, for without them I would be on a permanent downer.

These are the positive things in my life, they keep me going.
 
This thread is too long to catch up on so I'll just jump in.

The only thing I can really say I am looking forward to is starting my organic aquaponic garden. It's just around the corner but I'm stuck right now helping my daughter get adjusted to this new area, we are waiting for her to hear back from a job she just got. They have to finish a background check before they finally get her started, and then she has to earn a paycheck to get her car insured again. At that point I can let her take off on her own again and I can get crackin. I can't wait. I hate being stuck, it's the worst!

I'm looking forward to it because it's an activity that will keep me busy but won't bury me in work and/or triggers. I can't seem to get over the stressful thoughts of putting together a resume and getting a job again. The very thought of it makes me suicidal. But the idea of growing and selling local produce is an enjoyable thought. a peaceful activity, and not as back breaking as soil farming.
 

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