Looking forward to anything has also been almost impossible lately, even when my head tells me to. Right now, I am trying to look forward to going rowing in the morning. It often lifts my mood, even if only briefly.
Having just gotten out of hospital today, I am looking forward to getting back to the gym, hopefully on Monday. I am looking forward to seeing my T, also on Monday. I am looking forward to snapping out of the hospital routines and mindset that are currently making it hard to exist in my own world.
Maddog