What I Hate The Most About Ptsd

[Red Feather]

I hate that it makes me lose trust in myself.

 

[Froggie]

I hate when you're holding everything inside and you get that lump in your throat and knot in your stomach sometimes almost to the point of nausea.

I hate when people tell me "how lucky I am to be alive." They think it's just this one incident, which for the most part is the worst part of it. But I was being abused by him for almost two years. I had a child with him, and I was scared to leave for a long time. I finally left him and he came to my dad's house where I was staying and stabbed me.

((((Youngmom)))), I went through that nausea phase and it was the psychotherapist that helped me with it. It was related to the trauma, it got unnotted ... with my head in her garbage can ... but at least that eurky sensation finally left. Hope you're getting professional help to help you through this.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I hate getting unexpected set backs. It knocks me for a loop and I have to recover from them. I had one today, I need the treatment. I will do that for myself. I will make it cozy for myself. I am doing what i can. I just feel sick and rejected. It is a part of life. How i wish I could just roll with the punches.

 

[Red Feather]

I hate that it feels like a roaring volcano in my chest and this volcano is pouring out lava more and more. This evening it feels like it is going explode and blow me into pieces. :cry::eek:!

 

[Red Feather]

And I also hate that it makes me think everybody hates me. :(

 

[Srain]

And I also hate that it makes me think everybody hates me. :(

I know the feeling, Nadia (((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I hate that the days pick you and you can't pick the days. It would be so convenient if I could pick the days when I feel lousy. I could arrange my life better.:p

 

[SeekingSerenity]

I hate how my sufferer can't show the true emotions she is feeling towards me.

I need to feel loved, I need to be told, I need to be reminded... but she can't do that.

That makes life, and love, so terribly hard for both of us.

Thats the single thing I hate the most about PTSD...

 

[Red Feather]

I hate that it makes me dissociate in front of my kids and get so dizzy that I can't even understand what they are saying.

 

[CraftyCath]

I hate how my sufferer can't show the true emotions she is feeling towards me.

((((((SS))))))

I'm so sorry. I know how she feels though.

I love my husband but I always hold back for some reason, I haven't yet discovered why. I guess one of the reasons is that I'm scared of frightening him away even though I know he loves me with all his heart and would never leave me. There are other reasons but I just don't know what it is. I'm better at sharing since I've had therapy.

It is one of those things that makes PTSD so hard to live with for sufferer and supporter.

I wish you strength to carry on.....

 

[Red Feather]

I hate that it makes me dissociate and get dizzy everytime I want to organize something or sort things out. It makes me so sad. :cry:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I love having the good days as rare as they are. I hate how the bad days follow them. I always get my hopes up on the good days that I will only have good days from now on.