A good friend of mine, friend of 50 years, had a massive heart attack and died almost 2 weeks ago. She has been pretty constantly on my mind ever since. Its almost as if she was expecting it. She chose this summer to travel to see her grandchildren and take them on all these adventures. She said she may never have another chance. I also know the feeling that at our age, tomorrow isn't promised. But mostly, almost feeling her presence around me. I keep looking back at her last days spent with the little ones she posted on social media, with a message about how much she loved them. We had a lot in common. She came from abuse in her family . I miss her, that there will be no more late night talks, but also feel so close. IDK. sounds weird and I cant quite explain.