Love My Husband, But Sex Is Challenging

[Sandi]

I'll be honest. I hate sex with my husband. I'm a survivor of rape and sexual assault and abuse. I loved sex with my abusive ex, but I agree sex with my husband. I have five drunk to have sex with him. It feels awful. I feel like I want to get a divorce so he could find someone better. I'm not necessarily looking for advice. It just sucks. :/

 

[Sandi]

Forgive the typos. I'm a bit drunk right now.

 

[EveHarrington]

:(

Is it a matter of only getting off if the guy is rough with you?

 

[Anarchy]

I feel like I want to get a divorce so he could find someone better.

that is PTSD through and through
https://www.myptsd.com/threads/me-s...ng-abandoned-and-other-vicious-circles.48156/

 

[Bookoffee]

I understand and I am in a similar situation.

 

[Sandi]

:(

Is it a matter of only getting off if the guy is rough with you?

I think so. I don't completely understand to be honest.

 

[Sandi]

I understand and I am in a similar situation.

I'm sorry. It's very frustrating. I know.