Changing4Best
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I am usually terrified of spiders. So last evening, when I glanced over towards my A/C and there it was, in plain sight! It was huge, fat and ready to lay its eggs!!! I quickly grabbed my spider bug spray and saturated it for about a minute. I made sure it was DEAD. My heart was racing. I was in panic mode. All I could think was, how on earth had this thing gotten into my apartment?
Still, I could not bring myself to dispose of it, still can't. I called a friend/ support person and she calmed me down eventually. I slept fitfully last night, had nightmares. I still feel things crawling all over me. I kept wondering if there were others anywhere in here.
Mind you, I'm still under quarantine, even though my Covid test was negative. I have the flue. So I was unable to leave my apartment, nor get anyone in here to help me. Ugh!!!
Still, I could not bring myself to dispose of it, still can't. I called a friend/ support person and she calmed me down eventually. I slept fitfully last night, had nightmares. I still feel things crawling all over me. I kept wondering if there were others anywhere in here.
Mind you, I'm still under quarantine, even though my Covid test was negative. I have the flue. So I was unable to leave my apartment, nor get anyone in here to help me. Ugh!!!