@Lionheart Idk but Isomeone who died and was revived said they could sort of 'travel' through the hospital and see all of their family and what they were doing. When they came 'back' all of the details were correct (one in a parking lot, one diabetic getting a choc bar out of a candy machine, one crying etc). They said there was no sense of time and they passed effortlessly through walls, and they could be on one side of the hospital then immediately on the other.
Hugs to you.
Wanted to come back to say
@ladee how much I appreciated your candor and gentleness and sharing when it is so raw. You are so wise and kind, and I don't have the ability to express in words how I feel or my gratitude and understanding of what it takes for you to do so, though I wish I could. You and your words and vulnerability are a great gift in my life. Thank you.
@Tornadic Thoughts and
@Teasel despite strains and heartbreak and triggers, I hope that the rest of the month is much sweeter than normal.
Due to something disturbing at work (wouldn't be for many but I have much fear), as well as when I got home I felt very scared and depleted and devastated last night, skipped eating or washing. This morning I woke up instead and decided to say a prayer about it and one to thank God for when it will pass or improve or be resolved. Also remember a desperate one/ mantra though I hate the term, I learned to say years ago and said that too. Oddly I always get a near fb of saying that one one particular night in the shower.
I have an impossible amount of things I need to do, a call I dread making, a note I dread writing but must and deliver, paperwork i must complete and stuff to pick up time dependent, a few gifts to wrap before tomorrow a.m., a few cards I must do and deliver, and a whole lot of shoveling (less than I expected though) post blizzard and in frigid 50-70 click winds, amongst the regular stuff. I hope I can do it, am putting on the coffee.
