That's tragic. Both my grandfathers suffered and suffer from Alzheimer's. My mother and aunt just placed my grandfather in a NICE nursing home, because he literally needs round-the-clock care. In my humble opinion, all you can do with an Alzheimer's patient is reassure them that they will not be forgotten. You will probably always remember him...Alzheimer's is so insidious. Blessings
This is my first post. Right now I am thinking about the to-go bag I used to keep in the closet of my room when my ex-husband lived with me. It had a change of clothes and undergarments, my medication, cigarettes, my cat's medication, and probably some other things. I had an agreement with a fellow teacher who lived in the same tiny, little town that I could walk to her parents' house any time day or night, and they would let me stay for the night. I can see the bag itself--I can feel it. I hated it. I thought I had forgiven him, but in my EMDR session yesterday, I realized how much rage I still have toward him. I know hating is moral or healthy--but I want him to hurt as badly as I do. He broke me. I just want to cry.
This is my first post. Right now I am thinking about the to-go bag I used to keep in the closet of my room when my ex-husband lived with me. It had a change of clothes and undergarments, my medication, cigarettes, my cat's medication, and probably some other things. I had an agreement with a fellow teacher who lived in the same tiny, little town that I could walk to her parents' house any time day or night, and they would let me stay for the night. I can see the bag itself--I can feel it. I hated it. I thought I had forgiven him, but in my EMDR session yesterday, I realized how much rage I still have toward him. I know hating is moral or healthy--but I want him to hurt as badly as I do. He broke me. I just want to cry.