Mother visited this morning I guess it was a dream but it felt very real or me. She was sitting by my bed..she leaned over and gave me a kiss. i was so sad and upset with her I asked her why she did it...she did not say anything she just sat a little while and then left..I guess she does not know her self why she did it..she looked very healty and well like what she looked like when she was not using heroin...looks like she really has gone to a better place as people like to say.