Completely Numb, Blank Mind, No Anxiety??

[Hsellis92]

This literally describes me. I am totally numb have no sense of self - it's like I'm just here. I'm sure I've had a Million panic attacks smoking weed. I have no desire for friends either, I just want to die. Can panic attacks from canabis cause brain damage?

I'm curious about your experience I think I'm going through the same thing. Has it changed for you?

 

[John0456]

Hello,

So appx 16 months ago, I had a really bad experience on ecstasy. I used about 8 times in 4 1/2...

I feel exactly the same I've been this way for about a week after taking a pill may have been dodgey I don't know but I'm suicidle I can't feel anything emotionally my mind is blank no thoughts what's so ever literally nothing I just feel like eyes with a shell I've had to break up with my girlfriend because I felt nothing for her and literally had nothing to say to her even though I love her but I can't feel this is f*cked up I feel like my soul had been extracted from my body it's like my friends mean nothing to me not my family do either yet I am aware of this but I can't feel it I have no idea what's going on I don't know if the ecstasy has possibly shut a part of my brain down the thinking emotional and the memory bit I don't know it's no way to live life I literally no one else this has happened to I literally don't know what to do just wandering if anything has changed for you Anthing got better? That goes
To anyone on here if they've had any medical attention or anything I'm thinking of getting my brain looked at its been a month and it's to much it's like being dead but alive at the same time. Thanks John

 

[Oliver jackson]

I feel exactly the same I've been this way for about a week after taking a pill may have been dodgey I don't know but...

Hey John I'm feeling the same too. I've had to leave my girlfriend as I've nothing to say to her, no matter how hard i try to make convocation I just can't, its like my mind and voice is totally mute. I cant even speak to my close family, they ask how im feeling and i litrelly cant explain how im feeling cause theres nothing there. I've no thoughts or emotions anymore, I feel completely numb, my bodys here but I'm not. I just want that me back, loving caring personitly back. I don't even dream anymore there totally blank. If anyone else is feeling the same please share?

 

[John0957]

Hey John I'm feeling the same too. I've had to leave my girlfriend as I've nothing to say to her, no matter how...

Hey man thanks so much for the reply have you got Facebook or anything we can have a chat if you want try see if we can get anywhere?

 

[EveHarrington]

Are you guys seeking out help from practitioners who are experienced in treating disorders caused by drug use?

Some things can help, but sometimes you never get back to where you were pre-drug use, sadly. I think Brian Wilson is a very famous example and as famous as he is, I wish more people knew his story.

 

[Hellome]

This feeling definatly from the E. Basically what happened, is while tripping out on the the drug...

Is the brother better now?

 

[Hellome]

I had the exact same experience. Used to have racing thoughts, etc. took to much Molly one night.. now my minds bla...

hi, did you recover from this??

 

[joeylittle]

Hellome, just so you're aware, you are responding to some older posts; those members might not be around much.

 

[Hellome]

I feel exactly the same I've been this way for about a week after taking a pill may have been dodgey I don't know but...

I've been dealing with this for a month now too. Have you gotten any better since posting this? Is there any way I can get in on this conversation?

 

[Hellome]

Hellome, just so you're aware, you are responding to some older posts; those members might not be ar...

I know, I'm just desperate. Have you had any experience with this?

 

[joeylittle]

I know, I'm just desperate. Have you had any experience with this?

The thread covers a great deal of ground. You'd need to be more specific about what you are experiencing. If you share more info, myself and others may be able to help you out.

 

[Hellome]

The thread covers a great deal of ground. You'd need to be more specific about what you are experie...

I have strange waves of dread, no real train of thought like my inner monologue/voice is just gone and my mind is completely blank, significant apathy, no personality, diminished reactions to things that should spark a reaction normally (i.e. being startled/surprised/excited etc.), poor sleep but never truly tired, my abstract thinking/creative/social/multitasking abilities have greatly diminished