Dreams About Abuser

[Horselover18]

About 7 months ago, i moved away from my abusive home. I admit, the abuse was not extreme, but it still messed my mind up quite abit. I have not been in contact with both parents sense i have moved away. For a few months now, i have had different dreams about my parents, sometimes them telling me that im a disgrace to them, that i am dead to them, etc.. sometimes its dreams about actual events that have occured, such as them selling my horse and me getting mad at them (my horse was the only thing that ever made me smile when i was at home. He was my "depression pill" i have not been able to see my horse sense ive moved out) and hitting them because they sold him. I used to have dreams about the abuse my siblings and i have received, especially towards my older sister. But sense i confronted my sister and had a much needed talk, those dreams have dissapeared (thank god, i always woke up in a puddle of tears due to that specific dream). I just want these dreams of my parents to dissapear.

 

[Sideways]

I think it comes with time, I really do.

The part where you mentioned they sold your horse breaks my heart. I'm so sorry.

 

[Horselover18]

I think it comes with time, I really do.

The part where you mentioned they sold your horse brea...

Thank you.. i tried to buy my horse from them but they refused. I havent riden a horse sense :/

 

[Mountain Girl]

From one horse person to another....go get yourself back in the barn with the horses, any barn - volunteer at a local therapeutic riding center or a rescue. It's going to help. I understand the not wanting to be around horses because of the problems with your family, but it would be in your best interest....there is always a horse somewhere who would appreciate the love.

 

[Horselover18]

From one horse person to another....go get yourself back in the barn with the horses, any barn -...

I have volunteered at a therapeutic riding club for 4 years. But i dont feel the same around horses anymore. I dont have a bond with them anymore sense my horse is no longer with me. But thankyou for the suggestions

 

[Gs172003]

I have volunteered at a therapeutic riding club for 4 years. But i dont feel the same around horse...

Do what you need to do to get another one. One option to consider is to get a rescue, points for saving one from slaughter.

I'm sorry things were so hard for you. My oldest daughter had the same thing happen with her dad. He disowned her because she didn't get along with his now wife is what it boils down to.