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How Did You Sleep Last Night?

I'm glad you slept well, that's always refreshing to hear. :) As usual, I personally fear sleeping and don't sleep well at all, plagued by nightmares or dreams that might as well turn into nightmares as they are intensnly emotional. I just took some Seroquel though... I'm dozing off so I hope this time I do sleep well, lol.
 
Since my break up back a few weeks ago, I've slept for crap. My mind settles for a bit then it seems to be hitting me when I'm asleep instead. One memory keeps coming back and I am trying to work through it to find out what it may mean and what set it off. Where the correlation is between the break up and this memory. It's like trying to work through a maze of so many connections. Then I'll end up in zombie mode looking at it from a distance instead of being present. When I try to deal with it, it seems it sets off a series of events. So I am thinking there is a connection to what i am feeling and the specific memories coming out right now. Just wish there wasn't such a huge maze of emotions, and such varied thoughts to get through. I'm using alot of humor to help me get through this crap. Keep trekking all I can do. I do not want to feed into it by being too negative and not to use too much positive outlook(wishful thinking) to avoid it either. BALANCE, so easy to say so hard to achieve.
 

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