Loosing everything you felt you could rely on - job, identity, health and trust in people - all at once is awful. I just wanted to say that if it isn't PTSD it makes your experiences and symptoms no less deserving of healing. There have been life changing experiences (non PTSD criterion A) that I have had that were truly awful to the point where I was almost catatonic with depression. Have a look at these to see if you feel the PTSD is likely to match. Traumatic reactions that don't fit an event that fits into criterion A (listed at bottom) or are not fully symptomatic for PTSD can match Adjustment disorders [DLMURL]https://www.myptsd.com/c/articles/posttraumatic-stress-disorder.7/[/DLMURL] aloneNcryN2013..