I Realize That I

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that the world is constantly changing and it is much harder to apply for a job than it used to be when I last worked. I realize also that my age is against me as more and more places are only hiring younger people. I also realize that in order to make it I will need to work two jobs. One job at a time though until I feel comfortable enough to look for a second job.

 

[Lionheart]

I realize that I have set some rather large, long-term goals for myself that I may not be able to achieve. However, I am determined to make the effort, do whatever my personal best is, and try to be satisfied with the outcome.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize how going into a grocery store overwhelms me in trying to decide what to eat on a daily basis.

This week I tried a different approach. I found a place where I can go and get a meal to bring home and each day the daily special is different. I am already seeing the lessening of stress in me.

I realize I just don't like to cook just for myself so I will try this for awhile.

 

[littlelostchild]

I realize that I wasn't born bad.

 

[Britt.f7]

@Ms Spock All good points. I realize I was having a little pity party. I'm over it. Life is what it is.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realize that I feel so good today only because I have not focused on worrying and have been taking baby steps. I realize that by worrying and stressing I bring myself down into depression.

I cannot tackle the mountain all at once and cope better with focusing on what I can do to change me and to learn how to maintain the good feelings that come from not worrying.

 

[Anrish]

@Britt.f7 : A great realization. Take the path in your own pace. :hug:

I realize that I'm stronger than some years before but also more fragile in another way.

 

[Tanishq]

I realize that I badly need rest, I am misreading things and embarrassing myself. :(

 

[Anrish]

I realize that I have to take more care about my body. I cannot neither win against nor without it. I never saw my body and I as ane entity, more like enemies.

 

[Lionheart]

I realize that I have come a very long way with healing from my traumas. I feel happy and proud of myself, as well as grateful for all those who have encouraged and supported me.

I feel like celebrating!!!! :p:cool::happy:

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I realized that I have been wasting my resumes. I have to contact the Unemployment Office to search for places that are hiring and send my resumes to them. Learn as I go.

 

[Let It Be]

I realize that since I have requested the medical records for the guy that I was married to and now is deceased, that I still have lots of fear and anxiety stored in my body because of him.

I realize that he can't stop me from acquiring these records nor can he verbally or physically hurt me because I'm doing this.

I realize that I have to be patient as I await the arrival of these records but am aware of how I'm getting my personal power back from him.