lostforgottensoul
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My health insurence has denied weekly vists to my therapist and says I "don't meet the minimium requirements. That my anxiety has improved and I am doing better at work. Member may use peer and/or community supports". So work encompasses all of my issues? And community support? Peer support? Unless they are speaking of this site, I can't be in a group of people. I can't be around people at all.
They are taking me down from weekly visits to every other week visits.
United Behavoral Health has a therapist that works for them. Many actually. My plan is unlimited. That means nothing. Every year they must "re-up" to keep me covered. Why I need to keep seeing a therapist weekly. Weekly was my therapist's suggestion. But as we went along, I also saw that necessary.
Anyway, every year my therapist must speak to their therapist about me. My issues and how I am doing in general. Maybe my therapist agrees that I only need every other week appointments. I don't know. I haven't seen him since the appeal. But he did say he was appealing it so I don't know.
I am just so f*cking frustrated with how one can be labeled "functional" because they can work or are "doing better at work". I am, by definition alone (not diagnosed), agoraphobic. I live in a tomb. In the dark. I am great at compartmentalizing to work and that's it. I go to work and home and that's it. I fast walk a store getting half of what I needed and normally have issue with that. I go no where else. So how the f*ck can I gain community support when the community scares the f*ck out of me?
Maybe my therapist is thinking WAY ahead with my dog's service dog training? He seems to not get how far ahead any accompanying me anywhere is and how long that is going to take. And until then, or if he fails, then I do this again, alone.
I'm sorry, this probably should have been a diary entry. I know this isn't no therapy but just loosing half my sessions for an entire year just feels like someone just ripped the rug out from under me, again!
They are taking me down from weekly visits to every other week visits.
United Behavoral Health has a therapist that works for them. Many actually. My plan is unlimited. That means nothing. Every year they must "re-up" to keep me covered. Why I need to keep seeing a therapist weekly. Weekly was my therapist's suggestion. But as we went along, I also saw that necessary.
Anyway, every year my therapist must speak to their therapist about me. My issues and how I am doing in general. Maybe my therapist agrees that I only need every other week appointments. I don't know. I haven't seen him since the appeal. But he did say he was appealing it so I don't know.
I am just so f*cking frustrated with how one can be labeled "functional" because they can work or are "doing better at work". I am, by definition alone (not diagnosed), agoraphobic. I live in a tomb. In the dark. I am great at compartmentalizing to work and that's it. I go to work and home and that's it. I fast walk a store getting half of what I needed and normally have issue with that. I go no where else. So how the f*ck can I gain community support when the community scares the f*ck out of me?
Maybe my therapist is thinking WAY ahead with my dog's service dog training? He seems to not get how far ahead any accompanying me anywhere is and how long that is going to take. And until then, or if he fails, then I do this again, alone.
I'm sorry, this probably should have been a diary entry. I know this isn't no therapy but just loosing half my sessions for an entire year just feels like someone just ripped the rug out from under me, again!