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KP the nut
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I haven't been able to write recently. I have had so much going around in my mind and I just didn't know how to write it all down.
I am worried about my dogs and how they will manage almost 3 weeeks in kennels. They went for a night last week and Max didn't cope well. They are going again tomorrow for 2 nights, I hope he will settle. My other dog is fine, she gets on with it. Max hardy leaves my side since the accident, watching out for me, making me laugh and just being a teddy dog.
Then therapy, the next session on Aug 17th will be my last one. I am so nervous about going it on my own although I do seem to be managing my symptoms. T has helped me with a relapse plan and will record and exercise for me. I have started going through paperwork relating to the accident in preperation for a compensation claim. Amongst the papers are photos both of my accident and the injuries I sustained. I haven't looked at them YET. I want to, but don't know how I will react. I spoke to T, and he says as it is me I won't take the easy way but will insist on looking at them - just to prove I can, hmmmm he knows me too well. Ts plan is that I look at them the day before our session, then I won't have too long to wait before I see him. He also suggested I bring the phoros to our session. It will be so odd not seeing him again. This man knows things about me I haven't told anyone else.
Also next week, sees the start of another round of dental surgery. This time the top molar implant work. I had the sinus lift to encourage bone growth and now is the start of the implant work. Wed 10th, a 2 hour appointment, yuck I feel sick just thinking of it. Then a week later another appointment to remove the stitches.
On 23rd August, I have an interview for the 9 hour a week job which I applied for. I'm crap at interviews, I get so nervous. I mean I know these people, I do volunteer driving for them, I know all about community transport and funding. I know the clients are vulnerable and how to deal with them in a sympathetic, friendly but professional manner. I just always blow interviews.
It is 18 months since the accident and I am still in a lot of pain and can't do everyday stuff, making beds, cleaning windows. Anything which involves my shoulders or neck. I am considering seeing my GP about being reegistered as disabled, at least have some recognition that that truck driver has left me with permanant injuries. I don't know, I feel like a fraud as I am walking and able to do some things and then I think I am not a fraud, I am injured and in pain and it is unlikely to get any better.
Other stuff is going around as well. I seem to have gone from speechless to verbal diaharrea.
Time for a shower and try and relax.
I am worried about my dogs and how they will manage almost 3 weeeks in kennels. They went for a night last week and Max didn't cope well. They are going again tomorrow for 2 nights, I hope he will settle. My other dog is fine, she gets on with it. Max hardy leaves my side since the accident, watching out for me, making me laugh and just being a teddy dog.
Then therapy, the next session on Aug 17th will be my last one. I am so nervous about going it on my own although I do seem to be managing my symptoms. T has helped me with a relapse plan and will record and exercise for me. I have started going through paperwork relating to the accident in preperation for a compensation claim. Amongst the papers are photos both of my accident and the injuries I sustained. I haven't looked at them YET. I want to, but don't know how I will react. I spoke to T, and he says as it is me I won't take the easy way but will insist on looking at them - just to prove I can, hmmmm he knows me too well. Ts plan is that I look at them the day before our session, then I won't have too long to wait before I see him. He also suggested I bring the phoros to our session. It will be so odd not seeing him again. This man knows things about me I haven't told anyone else.
Also next week, sees the start of another round of dental surgery. This time the top molar implant work. I had the sinus lift to encourage bone growth and now is the start of the implant work. Wed 10th, a 2 hour appointment, yuck I feel sick just thinking of it. Then a week later another appointment to remove the stitches.
On 23rd August, I have an interview for the 9 hour a week job which I applied for. I'm crap at interviews, I get so nervous. I mean I know these people, I do volunteer driving for them, I know all about community transport and funding. I know the clients are vulnerable and how to deal with them in a sympathetic, friendly but professional manner. I just always blow interviews.
It is 18 months since the accident and I am still in a lot of pain and can't do everyday stuff, making beds, cleaning windows. Anything which involves my shoulders or neck. I am considering seeing my GP about being reegistered as disabled, at least have some recognition that that truck driver has left me with permanant injuries. I don't know, I feel like a fraud as I am walking and able to do some things and then I think I am not a fraud, I am injured and in pain and it is unlikely to get any better.
Other stuff is going around as well. I seem to have gone from speechless to verbal diaharrea.
Time for a shower and try and relax.
