NotMyWorld
Bronze Member
I don't remember any dreams last night but I slept horrible with Back Pain that kept me up. I was so annoyed with my husband this morning. I had sex with him last night. We are working on that part of our relationship. I felt i made all the effort though and he knows I slept horribly last night yet this morning he was practically insistent about him wanting more. Seriously? it was 6am and I was tired. Then he started bitching about how seldom we have sex.
Like I want to fight that early in the morning? I want to SLEEP. Besides we do have sex at least once if not 2 times a week. We both have full time jobs and two very young children. That's more often than normal for people who have their hands as full as we do. I don't like to be guilted into anything. I finally gave in doing the old laying on the side thing. part of the way through I notice he isn't even moving making me do all the work! Finally he finished and I was actually so annoyed I just rolled over and went back to sleep. I got into work late but so what? I needed some sleep and I felt he was being selfish. Does he not understand that I NEED sleep to function? I hate it when he guilts me into having sex early in the morning. Night time FINE, no problem and we just did, last night for like 2 hours! Seriously ticked off he tried to make me feel like I was being selfish this morning for wanting to sleep.
Okay, maybe I'm over reacting. I hate being robbed of sleep and pressured into sex when I'm exhausted. I should probably focus on the positive right? Like It's a good thing my husband still wants me sexually? I had to bite my tongue from telling him to go jerk it in the shower. What is wrong with me? I'm so tired today I'm so irritable.
Like I want to fight that early in the morning? I want to SLEEP. Besides we do have sex at least once if not 2 times a week. We both have full time jobs and two very young children. That's more often than normal for people who have their hands as full as we do. I don't like to be guilted into anything. I finally gave in doing the old laying on the side thing. part of the way through I notice he isn't even moving making me do all the work! Finally he finished and I was actually so annoyed I just rolled over and went back to sleep. I got into work late but so what? I needed some sleep and I felt he was being selfish. Does he not understand that I NEED sleep to function? I hate it when he guilts me into having sex early in the morning. Night time FINE, no problem and we just did, last night for like 2 hours! Seriously ticked off he tried to make me feel like I was being selfish this morning for wanting to sleep.
Okay, maybe I'm over reacting. I hate being robbed of sleep and pressured into sex when I'm exhausted. I should probably focus on the positive right? Like It's a good thing my husband still wants me sexually? I had to bite my tongue from telling him to go jerk it in the shower. What is wrong with me? I'm so tired today I'm so irritable.