All normal, @SunsetDawn83.Maybe it's not a bad as I remember. I can say for certain im a victim of childhood mental and verbal abuse, trauma and neglect, there's no doubt in my mind about that but to be diagnosed with anything is scary to me.
When you have been diagnosed with as much stuff as I have you learn its just a label. It helps describe whats going on to others. You can't get better without finding out whats wrong first.