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Looking forward to my one grandmother dying soon. I know it sounds mean, but she's already pretty old and has to get really hard medication to be able to lay in her bed without pain. We have a rather complicate relationship because she brought always trouble, but I don't want her to suffer more than necessary - and I don't want my mother to live with the anxiety for a too long period of time.
@Anrish I understand perfectly, and I see nothing wrong with that, as it is unselfish on your part. Some would judge you though, probably those that have never been in your shoes, never been in your mother's shoes or never been in deep horrible pain. Hang in there, it will happen, though sometimes it takes longer for it to do so. "The good die young" is a saying that comes to mind here.[DOUBLEPOST=1403551387][/DOUBLEPOST]@Ms Spock I love banjo music, what a great idea![DOUBLEPOST=1403551489,1403551358][/DOUBLEPOST]I'm looking forward to going to a meeting tonight, about weight loss. I am overweight and this will be the 4th such meeting for me. We are learning not only how to dieting, but to get closer to God.
@SheilaKathy : Thank you for your kind words. I really appreciate them. They really mean a lot to me. Since I'm not good in saying farewell and showing emotions in such situations, I always got stuck with the feeling of being coldhearted concerning these issues. Thanks a lot.
Giving my two by phone friends a card and a gift, giving my mother a gift, and celebrating my mister's birthday with him privately tomorrow. Traditional Mexican for lunch, traditional Japanese for supper and a movie of his choice in between.
I am looking forward to tomorrow when the movers will be packing up my stuff and moving and my eldest granddaughter will be there and we will have another special day with each other. Really this is turning out to be a great week. Having lunch with a very good friend on Wednesday and have to begin to unpack my boxes.
I am looking forward to not being in so much pain. It will happen.
I am looking forward to getting a job one day.
I am looking forward to fixing my banjo.