I look forward to talking to my son today, even though I've missed our weekly catch up lunches for 3 weeks now, coz of being ill and super ptsdy. I look forward to choir tomorrow and going out with a bunch of girlfriends to see Macy Grey in Byron Bay tomorrow night, even though I've not left the house for over 3 weeks.I look forward to another sufferer friend of mine picking me up for a dance/exercise/nia class and staying at hers overnight and going swimming in the creek near her place. I look forward to my sweetheart coming back from visiting family in Canberra.I look forward to moving out of this hellish neighborhood and somewhere quiet, in the bush or a peaceful neighborhood. I look forward to going back to uni after an all year break. I look forward to more wellness, getting my license, making music again, and feeling safe and well enough to go for walks