First instance he drugged me I just recently had a flashback and remembered the whole thing.
Im a college student and have a best guy friend, he invited to his place asking for help with a project I needed a break after my finals were over and was relieved to get out of my house. Sam my friend asked me to watch a movie with him I had no problem we had hung out dozens of times. Sam offered me an orange drink . I got the drink immediately tasted that is was salty and had a strong alcohol flavor I told him I no longer wanted it and asked for water which he gave me. Next minute what happened next is unexplainable. I lost all balance and could not stand, sit or even lay still, I just rolled around. I was trying to ask him what he gave me but my speech was slurred I started speaking a made up language any ways as I was rolling Sam got on top of me and told me how beautiful I was. He said wow you can't hold liquor at all. I ran into his closet but still could not control my movement. Finally I was able to gain control of my body
Sam threw me on his bed and pinned me there when I tried to talk to him he told me how he always wanted to know what my body felt like. I thought he was joking he was my best friend. We had played I wrestled in a pool before. But he had never kissed me. I told him to stop I don't think of him that way. Next he pinned me to his bed. I was there a good 20 minutes waiting for him to get off of me. I needed to use my phone and call home saying I would be late. I opened a blind in Sam's room and he went crazy he threw me against a headboard and said don't turn on the light. I was like "Sam what's wrong with light I need it to find my phone". He said I hate light. I thought he was joking and got up again when I headed toward the blind he threw me into a weight and onto his bed this time he held my arms in a way I could not move. I passed out in this state. When I came around Sam was still on top of me and I could not move.
I still thought he was playing a game than I felt something strange in my head it was Sam having me give him a hand job against my will. I pretended i had not woken up well I could not talk or move any ways just feel what was going on I could see nothing. Sam started to finger me. At this point I muffled a scream for which he covered my mouth. I no longer trusted him. I finally was conscious able to talk to and move and asked Sam if I could use the restroom he said only if he was on the other side of the door. I asked why I had to guarded and he was like "EJ im your friend I won't hurt you". I obliged as I did not want to pee myself. I finally got to go home in the morning.
I never remembered this or I would have never gone to study alone with this guy a second time.
I needed help studying for physics Sam got an A in physics so he said he would help me. I struggled with a physics problem for 20 minutes and sam looked at it for 12 minutes did not help me and went online. I kept trying to figure it out. He closed my books and said he needed a ride somewhere. I said ok not a problem where are we going he said he needed a ride to a party. We got to the party and there were 7 guys hanging around a glass coffee table. Sam introduced me and said she is our guest of honor tonight. I asked him what he meant and he said I would not have to pitch in for liquor. I was fine with that.
The time was 3pm I had to work the next day and wanted to get home at like 9pm so I could work in the morning. I told him I could drink a beer but when I said it was over it was over and I would need water to sober up. I know my limits I drank 3 beers over a 2.5 hr time frame. Than I went to the restroom. We were playing a card game but I forgot what. I returned and asked for water said I had an hour to sober up but I needed to go home. They brought me water in a tall glass. It took several minutes for them to bring the water to me. I thought this was because they were intoxicated.
A guy across the table asked me If I had ever done drugs. Sam said guys she is a good girl she does not do that. I answered no I have not and the guy started laughing and said that is too bad and started laughing. He asked if I had ever been drugged and I answered why? I said no. They said just curious. At this point i lost all sense of balance a table was brought closer to prop me against a couch with a guy on either side of me till we finished the card game.
Sam said lets bring her in that room the light is not bright there as I had a violent headache and the light was bugging me I obliged. Sam said well lets play questions while we wait for more of the party to show up. I was so drunk or so I thought that I had no problem playing this ridiculous game. Each time you answered a question with more than a question and no question could be repeated you had to lose an article of clothing socks and shoes counted as one item. This is where the trouble began the guys started to ask me impossible questions or questions that were sexual in nature I had no clue how to respond was quickly down to just my underwear and bra. This is the last thing I remembered.
The room started spinning really fast I suddenly got extremely tired and could not keep my eyes open or had control of my body even a little anymore I passed out. I awoke to some guy next to me fully naked. I was fully naked also. Matt the guy next to me was making out with me. When I saw he was about to rape me I tried to scream and he shoved his tongue down my throat it felt good but I did not want to kiss him. I kicked him as he tried to enter me and made him cry. I started looking for my clothes. I had only been in this room but my clothes were scattered everywhere around 3 rooms.
Matt says" we diden't want you to hide that gorgeous body so we hid your clothes" "Good luck finding them". I was appalled and went looking I found all but my shirt. Than finally found my shirt 3 rooms away. Matt went aww fun is over. I ran out of the room. I found Sam in a group of about 20 people. They were not there previously but the music was blaring. I pulled Sam off to the side to explain I wanted to leave since I was his ride he had to leave also. He said I was drunk and to drink some water. I got out my cell phone and was going to call my friend. The water arrived and I drank all of it. I was so dehydrated and my mouth was dry. Than I passed out right in the kitchen.
I have no clue what happened but I woke to find my pants removed my friend Sam on top of me. I was like Sam did I take off my pants "he said yeah you were hot". He said dude last night was so much fun I asked him If I did anything with any of the guys? and he said no he protected me" I started to feel safe and asked Sam where my phone was he said I have no idea dude. I was like "Sam this is serious I need to call off work I don't feel well." He said well Ill help you look. I asked him where my keys where knowing full well they were taken from me when I said I was leaving. He said wait till the hosts wake up. I fell asleep on the couch nothing more I could do
When I woke up Sam was on top of me having my hand down his pants. He said EJ we have sex right now. I said you are not my boyfriend and I am not a friend with benefits. He said aww come on dude. I told him no. He kept pressuring me till I go so sick of it I said fine Sam but you have to wear a condom. He was like there is no fun in that can we have anal since you want to stay a virgin. I said no. He was like its fun I said no. He said well I don't have to wear a condom if we have anal and I said Sam I have no interest in that. And before you ask no blowjob either.
His friends finally woke up and I demanded my keys. I never wanted to return to that place. I dragged Sam to my car and said you can stay or go but I'm leaving I don't want to be here. Sam said he needed to get home. As we were in the car Sam handed me 6 dollars and said EJ you need to eat. I was like Sam I feel sick the last thing I want to do is eat he kissed my cheek and said well take this money. I feel bad and if you don't eat your going to feel worse than you do right now trust me.
I drove home. I have no clue how I don't even remember doing it thank God I was not in an accident or have gone off a cliff. I got home layed down and projectile vomited into a pot I brought into my room. I went to sleep and did not wake for hours which is not normal for me especially in the daytime. The light was so bright it hurt me. I woke up in a cold sweat. I started seizing I had never had a seizure before I was so scared. I fell back asleep though I could not keep my eyes open. I fell asleep for the next 12 hours.
I continued vomiting for the next 3 days and finally felt normal again. I have not trusted a single guy since this. Now, Sam won't stop texting me . I had my number changed but he somehow got the new number. He keeps asking me to hang out. Study, party. I told him only a public place of my choosing. He is like don't you trust me? I said I do but my Dad does not trying to get him to see it my way. He declined. Well the phone calls brought back the memories minus the missing pieces. I'm pretty sure I was raped but have no way to be sure. How could my best friend drug me? Also I am positive my water was laced with GHB in hindsight.
Im a college student and have a best guy friend, he invited to his place asking for help with a project I needed a break after my finals were over and was relieved to get out of my house. Sam my friend asked me to watch a movie with him I had no problem we had hung out dozens of times. Sam offered me an orange drink . I got the drink immediately tasted that is was salty and had a strong alcohol flavor I told him I no longer wanted it and asked for water which he gave me. Next minute what happened next is unexplainable. I lost all balance and could not stand, sit or even lay still, I just rolled around. I was trying to ask him what he gave me but my speech was slurred I started speaking a made up language any ways as I was rolling Sam got on top of me and told me how beautiful I was. He said wow you can't hold liquor at all. I ran into his closet but still could not control my movement. Finally I was able to gain control of my body
Sam threw me on his bed and pinned me there when I tried to talk to him he told me how he always wanted to know what my body felt like. I thought he was joking he was my best friend. We had played I wrestled in a pool before. But he had never kissed me. I told him to stop I don't think of him that way. Next he pinned me to his bed. I was there a good 20 minutes waiting for him to get off of me. I needed to use my phone and call home saying I would be late. I opened a blind in Sam's room and he went crazy he threw me against a headboard and said don't turn on the light. I was like "Sam what's wrong with light I need it to find my phone". He said I hate light. I thought he was joking and got up again when I headed toward the blind he threw me into a weight and onto his bed this time he held my arms in a way I could not move. I passed out in this state. When I came around Sam was still on top of me and I could not move.
I still thought he was playing a game than I felt something strange in my head it was Sam having me give him a hand job against my will. I pretended i had not woken up well I could not talk or move any ways just feel what was going on I could see nothing. Sam started to finger me. At this point I muffled a scream for which he covered my mouth. I no longer trusted him. I finally was conscious able to talk to and move and asked Sam if I could use the restroom he said only if he was on the other side of the door. I asked why I had to guarded and he was like "EJ im your friend I won't hurt you". I obliged as I did not want to pee myself. I finally got to go home in the morning.
I never remembered this or I would have never gone to study alone with this guy a second time.
I needed help studying for physics Sam got an A in physics so he said he would help me. I struggled with a physics problem for 20 minutes and sam looked at it for 12 minutes did not help me and went online. I kept trying to figure it out. He closed my books and said he needed a ride somewhere. I said ok not a problem where are we going he said he needed a ride to a party. We got to the party and there were 7 guys hanging around a glass coffee table. Sam introduced me and said she is our guest of honor tonight. I asked him what he meant and he said I would not have to pitch in for liquor. I was fine with that.
The time was 3pm I had to work the next day and wanted to get home at like 9pm so I could work in the morning. I told him I could drink a beer but when I said it was over it was over and I would need water to sober up. I know my limits I drank 3 beers over a 2.5 hr time frame. Than I went to the restroom. We were playing a card game but I forgot what. I returned and asked for water said I had an hour to sober up but I needed to go home. They brought me water in a tall glass. It took several minutes for them to bring the water to me. I thought this was because they were intoxicated.
A guy across the table asked me If I had ever done drugs. Sam said guys she is a good girl she does not do that. I answered no I have not and the guy started laughing and said that is too bad and started laughing. He asked if I had ever been drugged and I answered why? I said no. They said just curious. At this point i lost all sense of balance a table was brought closer to prop me against a couch with a guy on either side of me till we finished the card game.
Sam said lets bring her in that room the light is not bright there as I had a violent headache and the light was bugging me I obliged. Sam said well lets play questions while we wait for more of the party to show up. I was so drunk or so I thought that I had no problem playing this ridiculous game. Each time you answered a question with more than a question and no question could be repeated you had to lose an article of clothing socks and shoes counted as one item. This is where the trouble began the guys started to ask me impossible questions or questions that were sexual in nature I had no clue how to respond was quickly down to just my underwear and bra. This is the last thing I remembered.
The room started spinning really fast I suddenly got extremely tired and could not keep my eyes open or had control of my body even a little anymore I passed out. I awoke to some guy next to me fully naked. I was fully naked also. Matt the guy next to me was making out with me. When I saw he was about to rape me I tried to scream and he shoved his tongue down my throat it felt good but I did not want to kiss him. I kicked him as he tried to enter me and made him cry. I started looking for my clothes. I had only been in this room but my clothes were scattered everywhere around 3 rooms.
Matt says" we diden't want you to hide that gorgeous body so we hid your clothes" "Good luck finding them". I was appalled and went looking I found all but my shirt. Than finally found my shirt 3 rooms away. Matt went aww fun is over. I ran out of the room. I found Sam in a group of about 20 people. They were not there previously but the music was blaring. I pulled Sam off to the side to explain I wanted to leave since I was his ride he had to leave also. He said I was drunk and to drink some water. I got out my cell phone and was going to call my friend. The water arrived and I drank all of it. I was so dehydrated and my mouth was dry. Than I passed out right in the kitchen.
I have no clue what happened but I woke to find my pants removed my friend Sam on top of me. I was like Sam did I take off my pants "he said yeah you were hot". He said dude last night was so much fun I asked him If I did anything with any of the guys? and he said no he protected me" I started to feel safe and asked Sam where my phone was he said I have no idea dude. I was like "Sam this is serious I need to call off work I don't feel well." He said well Ill help you look. I asked him where my keys where knowing full well they were taken from me when I said I was leaving. He said wait till the hosts wake up. I fell asleep on the couch nothing more I could do
When I woke up Sam was on top of me having my hand down his pants. He said EJ we have sex right now. I said you are not my boyfriend and I am not a friend with benefits. He said aww come on dude. I told him no. He kept pressuring me till I go so sick of it I said fine Sam but you have to wear a condom. He was like there is no fun in that can we have anal since you want to stay a virgin. I said no. He was like its fun I said no. He said well I don't have to wear a condom if we have anal and I said Sam I have no interest in that. And before you ask no blowjob either.
His friends finally woke up and I demanded my keys. I never wanted to return to that place. I dragged Sam to my car and said you can stay or go but I'm leaving I don't want to be here. Sam said he needed to get home. As we were in the car Sam handed me 6 dollars and said EJ you need to eat. I was like Sam I feel sick the last thing I want to do is eat he kissed my cheek and said well take this money. I feel bad and if you don't eat your going to feel worse than you do right now trust me.
I drove home. I have no clue how I don't even remember doing it thank God I was not in an accident or have gone off a cliff. I got home layed down and projectile vomited into a pot I brought into my room. I went to sleep and did not wake for hours which is not normal for me especially in the daytime. The light was so bright it hurt me. I woke up in a cold sweat. I started seizing I had never had a seizure before I was so scared. I fell back asleep though I could not keep my eyes open. I fell asleep for the next 12 hours.
I continued vomiting for the next 3 days and finally felt normal again. I have not trusted a single guy since this. Now, Sam won't stop texting me . I had my number changed but he somehow got the new number. He keeps asking me to hang out. Study, party. I told him only a public place of my choosing. He is like don't you trust me? I said I do but my Dad does not trying to get him to see it my way. He declined. Well the phone calls brought back the memories minus the missing pieces. I'm pretty sure I was raped but have no way to be sure. How could my best friend drug me? Also I am positive my water was laced with GHB in hindsight.
