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Sweetleaf
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I had a chance for a good future back then before it all happened, I am only a percentage of the person i could have been. If only I had a time machine and could go back knowing what i know now.
I feel the same way.
I share a lot of feelings you've expressed in your post. My abuser is in the same city as me, so I still fear him quite often. However, I've also been shown that being in public can be unsafe, in the past. There is no hiding from my fear, when it comes. Outside, inside, the fears will come. Inside my car seems to be one of my safer feeling safe places.
Whether it changes or not, we can always work to improve, and heal. I'm sorry you have to deal with this all.