katz
MyPTSD Pro
Thank you for saying what you did. I also don't like anything about s**. It took me half a century to finally decide to say "no" to anyone who wanted me to do anything that hurt me. (Even physically, it hurt.)Your post and the responses made me realise that that uncomfortable tingling is a body memory... I was molested as a child and to this day still get that tingly feeling. "I am also asexual (don't like sex) thankfully my partner is okay with that :)
I still deal with the guilt, and I'm embaressed that I don't like it. It seems to be everywhere and I have a horrible time dealing with the idea that I'm wrong to not like it.