What Are You Looking Forward To?

[Tornadic Thoughts]

I can relate to that, @Lionheart777 . It tore my skin up when I wore mine, too, and they supposedly had sent me the sensitive skin patches. It didn't seem to effect the hubby nearly as much when he had to wear his, but it still left marks on him. Wishing you the best in getting answers and helpful solutions.

I'm looking forward to finishing this mountain of paperwork that goes along with being the executor of mom's will. They can complicate the simplest of things. My brain is not on board with understanding the legalese.

I have to laugh a little when I do it, or else I'd lose my damn mind. Thanks, mom, for yet another AFGO moment. (Another F'n Growth Opportunity)

 

[VioletButterfly]

@Tornadic Thoughts - Been there with my mom as well. Praying you're not having to deal with an evil sibling in the mix. Sending strength, patience, and endurance. :)

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Thank you, @VioletButterfly . Heart hugs to you.

I'm fortunate to have only one sibling who I get along with very well, other than not being able to be in her physical presence due to her wearing various body sprays/perfumes, using scented laundry products, other scented hygiene products, and carrying the heavy scent of smoking, all of which make me instantly physically ill.

She signed off waiving her rights of executorship (or whatever you'd call it) during the process and it's all on me to get the paperwork and such completed. It simplifies things in that we no longer have to try to meet up each and every time a paper needs signed, especially since we live in different towns, but my inner self is still actively freaking out and feeling fearful that I'll totally screw something up.

All the ways I used to find courage/bury my anxiety are no longer helpful/healthful in my life, such as alcohol, sugar, caffeine, junk food, and other various drugs/substances, so I'm trying to find the courage and the stick-to-itiveness from more accessible nurturing sources, so to speak, that it takes to finally step up to the plate and be done with it so I can channel my worries elsewhere for a while. Being so incredibly sensitive to so many things makes the things I do need to do to get by feel quite foreign more often than not.

Finding and gathering necessary papers today, writing out questions that arise as I do, and will be getting down to the actual nuts and bolts of filling stuff out tomorrow. Hoping to look back and laugh once I'm done so I can then confidently reflect on how simple it ended up being. My brain tends to be able to work myself into a frenzy like nobody's business, as I'm sure many here can relate to. Here's hoping for less worries for all as each day passes. Or at least a few more compassionate self-care breaks between each one.

 

[VioletButterfly]

A time when I will feel more grounded, more stable, more at peace, and happy even. Not sure I believe so much in that state of being but maybe something closer than I am now. I'm putting it out into the Universe in terms of this is what I want and expect. ?

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Tomorrow is Thai food night (ordering for pick-up to bring back home to enjoy...yay for no prep and very few dishes) and my hubby's oldest offspring will be visiting to partake.

 

[Friday]

I just looked at leases at a specific building I’ve always liked, and almost rented a place in years back. Can’t afford it. Don’t have the pocket trash to fill out the forms, even if I could pay for a year in advance, much less the minimum. But I glanced at it, anyway. That’s more forward than I’ve been able to look, for a long time.

 

[ladee]

I'm looking forward to my nephew being back in town to tend to the farm animals. I have pushed myself beyond what I can do and not pay consequences with the physical pain. I can do it, I just hope it ends soon.

 

[Lionheart]

I am looking forward to the coming year and answering some of the health challenges I have with medicine and healthier lifestyle habits.

 

[whiteraven]

I'm looking forward to a time when I can look forward with a positive attitude.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Tomorrow's pending adventure to a science/philosophy museum thingy with my friend who's back in town for a brief visit, then picking up some local homegrown spinach/arugula/salad greens/Swiss chard/kohlrabi/etc., then making a big batch of slaw and a salad to have with jack fruit bbq.

 

[TruthSeeker]

1. My mail tomorrow-hoping a court decision w my abuser was in my favor.
2. Preparing for my 2020 diet starting Monday-gotta lose 30 lbs or so-not dreading it....preparing for it....looking forward to starting to feel better
3. A really good 2020 year....
3. Sleeping in tomorrow!

 

[RVA21]

I'm looking forward to making positive changes this year.