I Realize That I


I realize that there are a bunch of lies I tell myself to function and if I admit they're lies I'll lose what little motivation I have; if I never admit to them and face reality, I'll never make progress.

I realize I have no idea what to do about this or how to proceed, but that's okay, I'm fine.


I realize that even though I am breaking the chains of abuse in my family lineage that my children will carry the scars and re-enact the codependent/abuse dynamic in their own way for their own mind-body to work out. But hopefully I can be present for them so it won’t take as much time and will be less confusing for them. 🤞