You don't deserve punishment, sorry you feel like that. Alone can be really good I think, not forever but for a time. I know the frustration of meds, therapy too...are you still seeing someone?
Yes, still seeing someone. And still miserable in life. I will never be content. I will never be happy. I used to be happy all the time. I used to be happy!!! Reality sucks! It all sucksYou don't deserve punishment, sorry you feel like that. Alone can be really good I think, not forever but for a time. I know the frustration of meds, therapy too...are you still seeing someone?
It’s really, really, really hard. I am shy. I don’t speak up for myself anymore because I don’t know how to, and when I do, and it doesn’t work out, it’s just another blow to my soul. This whole thing that happened to me with my ex really messed me up bad. I really don’t feel good enough as a person anymore because the judge took his side. No one knows what happened but him and I, and it just messed with me ? Constant rejection is so hard. I don’t know what to think anymore...Still no interest in trying to change these distorted thoughts?
Yes. This is just really hard. My whole life was flipped upside down by someone who wanted to do bad to me and no one cares but my family and friends. And, I want so bad to meet someone, but now I’m scared, and I always do t feel good enough.Are you working with a therapist? (Forgive me, I can't remember, I'm sure you've said already...)
To get a disturbing the peace charge dismissed. All I can say is trauma is awful. It literally takes away your brain power to think. When someone messes with you so bad, and your life, it really makes you depressed. I am so sad ? and this anxiety and weirdness is just killing me.What are you going to court for on monday?